i’ve made a lot of progress on myself since when i started this journal. at least it feels that way. i’m trying to train my attention span and read more. i should be dedicating these entries to my experience, not just abstract thought. i want something more structured than “i played this game today,” or even “i’m feeling sad.” i need to make my writing more alluring. nevertheless, i’m back to this site, entirely different from when i left. i have been exploring art much more enthusiastically. i’ve found some friends online and offline. i’ve explored more of my identity and i’ve formed new interpretations of spiritual thought. i’ve learned to love harder, to regret less. yet, here is this abandoned remnant of me, one of my dearest achievements. i can’t turn away from such an opportune portfolio of expression. no, i must adorn it further. this is my lighthouse. ‘til next time