i found work!!! does this mean i’m no longer hikkikomori?!?
the pay is decent and it’s full-time but i am nervous because the environment is fast-paced and i’ll be around people. i know the only way to survive in this day and age is to work like this but being able to talk to strangers is a defense mechanism for me rather than something i’m good at. if i was allowed the bare minimum i would probably do odd jobs until i could afford the things i want (rather than need), then retire to the comfort of my quarters. unfortunately that is not enough for my “benevolent” overlords.
i miss the only online community i’ve liked so far and designing things in html/css ;-;