i made some really good looking pages a week ago but i’m afraid to add them to my site since i based them off of someone else’s code. i wish i actually knew what i was doing. today has been difficult so far. i had to go through some appearance changes for reasons. i’m not comfortable with them but they were ultimately my decision and i can’t reverse them right now. my mood is sour. i started watching rahxephon today. it’s so pretty, i’m in love. it feels like an evangelion clone, but it’s also a totally unique work that i recommend you check out (especially if you love absurdist mecha or that y2k look a lot of 2000s anime had). i don’t edit my anime pages much but if i ever do i will add that ending. i keep upsetting people around me and in turn they make me more anxious: a relentless cycle.